ARCHIVE - Life after abuse

Which is why you are doing the right thing by telling the police. You have a right to feel better, you have a right to eat your dinner in peace, you have a right to not be hassled by this man. His calls are designed to put you off balance and to get you thinking about him, to feel bad.
If he calls again, don't answer or if you can't see the number and answer put the phone down immediately, don't get into a conversation with him. Take control sweetie. You did well to tell the police - it was exactly the right thing to do.
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i am going to tmoro i just didnt want the hassle of the police round tonight my son was visiting... there was a part of me that wanted to hear the word sorry...but i guess thats too much to ask.. his mum doesnt need his help its rubbish all of it...im so off to see him burn in hell thats a new low using his disabled mum..

That is low. Goes to show how desperate he is.
I dream that one day I will bump into mine and he will fall to his knees, weep and say sorry. That's all I have wanted to hear but my counsellor helped me accept that I'll never get an apology and even if I did would I believe it? ... After the lies I heard in court no I wouldn't. So I stopped chasing the fantasy and got on with my life and it's going well so far. Being filmed tomorrow for a well known tv show where I work, got some consultancy work for a uni too. My life's changing in a positive way and I'm doing this without him! Feels good : )
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i cant wait til my lifes back on track n courts over with, yes you are right i wont believe a word that ever comes out of his mouth and yep i bet he lies like crazy in court too, i really hope he is that stupid to go not guilty then that gives me more time to find myself and heal...i got so many emotions running round my head again i could scream its all so confusing...