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panicking already...

have the hearing tomorrow and I'm dreading it, more like panicking, I can't breathe well and had to go out shopping and could not face people, turning red, etc
I just want to crawl under the bed and not move....I really hate myself when I get like this and I hate what I went throught because it's the reason why Im in this mess.
I don't know how Im going to appear before a panel of three experts and a judge, I'm just not going to be able to talk and explain myseft...and not witnesses (not covered with free legal aid) the LA has three...gosh I do believe my son needs this help but I don't trust myself, whish I could at least have some confidance to make a good case
Anxiety soaring hight at the moment,
thanks for reading everyone X

Created by hope2goon on 21-Mar-11 18:35 GMT

Trust yourself!

You are so very strong, and have done so well, I can only imagine how nerve wrecking this all is....but I am sure you have it in you to do great!
You will be able to cope and deal with it!
Believe in yourself, you have everything it takes to do it!
Sweetie after all you have been through and survivied, this will be like eating a piece of hard candy.....difficult at first but then just sweet and with patience able to swallow it!
Sending you much strenght and light!!!!
Hugs and candles and love!
xxx
Viv

Posted by viviana on 21-Mar-11 21:07 GMT

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Hi hope2goon

I hope that tomorrow goes well for you, do let us know.

Best wishes

Lisa

Posted by WA Moderator on 21-Mar-11 22:19 GMT

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hang in there ...

really hope it goes ok for you, take deep breaths, take your time and keep your answers short and concise if you can. we are all behind you!xx

much love
QOW
xxx

Posted by queenofwands on 21-Mar-11 22:32 GMT

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Hearing went well!!

Thank you sooo much for your support ladies.
I think it went ok, will know the decision in two weeks time. I was feeling nervous (but not panicky...breathing exercices worked) so was able to say what I needed to say...my job it's done...now to wait and hope for the best!
Don't want to get my hopes to hight yet...but today at least I feel proud of myself!

Posted by hope2goon on 22-Mar-11 17:59 GMT

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panicking already

Well done! Sounds like you did a great job under very difficult circumstances. You should be proud of yourself.
xxx

Posted by LauraJo on 22-Mar-11 18:20 GMT

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